just a crazy kind of girl
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My name is Alexis<3Taken<3 & in love with my boyfriend.
I live for adventure;
I'm extremely laid back; I don't put myself in stressful situations.
I have a need for speed; I live a fast-paced life.
I don't know what I would do without music.
I really, really try to be a good person.
I genuinely care about people.
I love to run and workout.
Nothing makes me happier than being in the sun or at the beach.
I love to shop & love fashion. I love makeup and go crazy at the makeup aisle at Target and Walmart and of course Sephora. <3
Obsessed with Pretty Little Liars, Taylor Swift, Glee, Gossip Girl, and Harry Potter. Chace Crawford is my husband <3
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no offense but i think teen vogue has the most awkward looking interns. what the hell??
i’m so sick of feeling fat.
i just gained like 10 pounds or whatever. i’ve just been so busy with school and of course “relationship” eating.
and my mom keeps calling me fat. it’s like before i gained the weight she called me fat. and that’s when i was a size 0-2. now i’m a size 4 and she’s like “you’re getting big.”
like FUCK YOU you were a fucking large.
like i get she wants to lose weight. i get she’s unhappy with herself too. but don’t tell ME “you’re fat. you’re big.” like what the hell.
and it’s so hard. i went to the beach this summer and i’m like i dont care i’m confident and i love myself. i went through a whole phase where i was so unhappy and didn’t have any friends and became so skinny. and everyone would praise me and say how skinny i was. but now i’m “normal” size i feel like no one notices me. it’s like they praise me and get happy if i lose weight. i’m so sick of feeling this way.
i’m sick of hearing my friends talk about losing weight. i dont give a fuck what you do. in fact, you’re 1 mile WALKING is nothing compared to my 10 miles nonstop. so shut the fuck up.
i just want to be skinny again. i want to feel happy with myself. i’m sick of my mom saying i’m fat. and me telling my boyfriend about it and he doesn’t say “you’re skinny.” or anything comforting. he just says that’s not nice of my mom to say. but it’s like sometimes i just need that “you’re beautiful, you’re not fat” coming from someone i love. i just want to be perfect.
my cousins are being so annoying. they’re like saying how they can’t take their children out of school for a week for my brother’s wedding and complaining. umm my brother’s wedding is on a SATURDAY, and it’s definitely not a WEEK.
my mom is so annoying. she makes the house a complete mess and then she tells us to clean it up. wth?
i have soo many clothes to give away and sell on Ebay! it’s crazy! the only thing that sucks is that when no one buys it! but at the same time i want a good price! sighh.
i’m a little irritated because a lot of my friends are trying to work out a lot. theyre being so annoying and keep bragging about how much their working out. i dont care! it’s funny because i used to be crazy working out and now they are. hmmm.
i’m a little bummed because i dont know if my boyfriend will be able to see me for my birthday :( i’m sad. i hope he can. i miss being able to see him everyday. i know he misses me too. long distance sucks :(
